What sucks most in your life now?

by **Bill Russell** on Sat Oct 11, 2003 11:17 am

Well guys, more specifically, Nick, Robit, Psycho Jackal... You know you can count on me to talk things... I think I know you guys pretty well... If you feel like you want to talk a bit, get in touch with me on MSN...

by **Dramacydal** on Sat Oct 11, 2003 6:46 pm

Psycho Jackal wrote:So, Dramacydal, share your story with us. You sound like you've gone through some rough shit.

dunno...

by **Nick** on Sun Oct 12, 2003 10:51 pm

Psycho Jackal wrote:I feel you Nick, we broke as fuck too, Dad's got Bi-Polar disease, a form of depression...he cant work since it's too much pressure on him...too much pressure leads to him becoming like a vegetable...so it's like having a worthless person around and no income. Mom is too old to work anymore...she's tired...she struggled bringing us three up..and im only 16...we're trying to move from here..try our luck elsewhere...My friends are also drifting away...they cant understand as to why it is I have become this way...they dont have to worry bout what they are gonna eat tomorrow...so I cant blame them for not understanding. I think I'm closer to people on the forum then I am to my friends...o well...as they say, chin up and keep smiling. What irks me most is I cant be a normal 16 year old. Since any kind of pressure/grief will make dad fall sick...I cant show any emotions as to how it is I feel about the situation. You have to be 30 whereas you are only 16. O well, life's a bitch...we'll manage sum how I hope. Till then...chin up and keep smiling. Hmm this shit helps...letting out emotions on a forum...hahah sorry for the rambling guys .

Wow man, i guess we can kind of relate. I think you've got it harder than i do though, and you seem to be doin' pretty well. mucho respectos.
I understood exactly what you were saying though, "Since any kind of pressure/grief will make dad fall sick...I cant show any emotions as to how it is I feel about the situation." I know how that is...my mum is almost on the vurge of a nervous breakdown, so i can't, like you said, give her any grief or she'll just pop. then prolly loose her job...then we'd be fucked. It must be hard for your mum though, bringing up 3 kids on one wage. I'm an only child. so it kinda evens out. But mum doesn't get paid much because she only works part time. because she likes to go to school and study music (even though she' 40

). that's pretty much her whole life. she loves music. so she can either work full time, be able to pay the bills, be able to buy luxory stuff on the occasion, but be unhappy. Or she can work part time, be happy, but struggle with money. i'd prefer her to be happy anyways. But she always cries because she's lonely. she doesn't have a man. and everytime she gets a boyfriend it never works out. She's never been married. (My mum and dad broke up when i was 4) and her whole life she's sorta dreamed about having a family and a husband but she got jibbed by getting one child and no hubby. My dad works 3 days a week and pays only $5 a week's child support but he has a disease (like your dad

) where if he works too much he gets these red rashes on his face. and gets emotionally sick or something...the disease is called pserisus...no idea how to spell it...
well nothin else on my mind...gonna stop.

P.S. I appriciate you d00ds being nice n shit. i thought i would prolly get flamed...meh. Thanks Dramacydal, Psyc_Jack and Tales.
Tales, we'll chat next time you're online. (Y)

by **Dramacydal** on Sun Oct 12, 2003 11:41 pm

no problem man, i really feel ya, its cool that you posted your story (Y)

by **DipSetVC** on Mon Oct 13, 2003 2:38 am

I need a girl...

by **Filip** on Tue Oct 14, 2003 7:35 pm

Shit, I'm gonna do my math test in a couple of hours and I know that I will fail, there is no way in hell I will pass it.
Anyway trying to change from Math C to English C instead. But it seems like it's almost impossible to do that, since the school has go on for about 8 weeks.

by **Jackal** on Wed Oct 15, 2003 4:54 am

No probs Nick, we're all here :wink:

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Well, we seem to be doing ok for the moment...We sold the car to my sisters boyfriend's dad...so that helps out a bit...bought tickets and are set to leave the island...I dont want to leave...since 11 years is quite a bit...but yeah...it's a must I guess...anyways, If I dont post in awhile...its cuz I dont have a pc where ever it is Im staying. I will be back though. Another 3 weeks on the island....*sigh* Im gonna miss this place, and oh the asses... :cry:

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by **Mikki** on Wed Oct 15, 2003 10:24 pm

Psycho Jackal wrote:No probs Nick, we're all here .

Well, we seem to be doing ok for the moment...We sold the car to my sisters boyfriend's dad...so that helps out a bit...bought tickets and are set to leave the island...I dont want to leave...since 11 years is quite a bit...but yeah...it's a must I guess...anyways, If I dont post in awhile...its cuz I dont have a pc where ever it is Im staying. I will be back though. Another 3 weeks on the island....*sigh* Im gonna miss this place, and oh the asses... .

oh boy, same wit me, only diff is im leaving a school...

i was there for almost 10 yrs... i grew up there... man, that sucks :cry:

but still, gotta keep smilin... :wink:

EDIT: ei, 200th post made me smile

by **dave** on Thu Oct 16, 2003 12:19 am

well as long as we're all sharing deep shit...

my sister also has bipolar... she is only 18 but is into some really heavy drugs and hangs out with fucked up people. 2 months ago she went on a bender one weekend and then went ran away with a friend and tried to gas herself in her car... luckily her friend backed out at the last minute.

My mum and sis fight like cats and dogs but it escalades whenever i have exams for some reason...

Dad works in the northern territory for 2 weeks and comes home for a week which is fucked cos i only get to see him 1/3 of the year. I am pretty close to him but i think that is mainly to do with the fact that we do as much shit as poss when he is home.

My dog got put down last week. That was hell sad.

And i gotta get up at 5 tomorrow morning for work... FUCK!!!

Anyway if anyone needs someone to talk to you can msn me too. We can set up a support network haha

Dave

by **Stevan** on Thu Oct 16, 2003 2:27 am

I hope some of you fellas eventually sort out some of the bullshit you gotta deal with, and hey atleast you can forget about it for a few minutes a day on here (y)

Anybody who is talking to Tales, if he needs to go take a poop, look for me on your list

by **Jackal** on Thu Oct 16, 2003 4:55 am

and hey atleast you can forget about it for a few minutes a day on here

Used to be that way, some people just find other's misery hilarious...(you readin, Limp-Dick?) Dont judge a person unless you've gone through the stuff that person has gone through. (Y)

Dave, sorry to hear bout that...bi-polar is some fucked up shit man...and further study has shown its genetic, meaning your kids or their kids could have it too. My dad's dad had it...my dad has it...and my sister (23) is showing signs...awful thing man...Until recently people had no idea as to how serious this thing was... :roll:

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by **air gordon** on Thu Oct 16, 2003 7:27 am

Used to be that way, some people just find other's misery hilarious...(you readin, Limp-Dick?) Dont judge a person unless you've gone through the stuff that person has gone through.

not hilarious, i just find it a little peculiar (no judgements being made here) that certain people would go to their cpu and type up their problems on some internet forum for support during hard times... rather then just confide in someone face to face (friends, cousins, coworkers, teachers, etc). perhaps this reflects the lack of socials skills certain people have or lack of friendships to confide in. regardless.. whatever floats your boats. but if you're going to put something about it in the forum, don't be surprised if someone is going to make comments (not a judgement) about it, more specifically something not to your liking.

limp dick, good one. took you long enough to get the joke behind my username.

maybe sooner or later psycho jackal won't be your user name just due to your liking of 2 movies

by **Jackal** on Thu Oct 16, 2003 7:48 am

limpdilznik wrote:not hilarious, i just find it a little peculiar (no judgements being made here) that certain people would go to their cpu and type up their problems on some internet forum for support during hard times... rather then just confide in someone face to face (friends, cousins, coworkers, teachers, etc). perhaps this reflects the lack of socials skills certain people have or lack of friendships to confide in. regardless.. whatever floats your boats. but if you're going to put something about it in the forum, don't be surprised if someone is going to make comments (not a judgement) about it, more specifically something not to your liking.

limp dick, good one. took you long enough to get the joke behind my username.

maybe sooner or later psycho jackal won't be your user name just due to your liking of 2 movies

Strange, you feel as if I'm talking to you...You consider yourself as limp dick? In this case...I'll just respond to you in this way (btw it wasnt me who came up with the Limp Dick, it was Laddas if I'm not mistaken...so dont go mushy on me... :roll:

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Lack of social skills? Hello, I'm not the one who is being a total ass here...that's you, so you have a lack of social skills too, I guess.

See, you're talking without experiencing what we've gone through, if you had any idea what we are going through you wouldnt find it that peculiar...
You have no idea how hard it is to tell someone what you are going through, it's tough...the reason I am willing to post what I am going through is because I doubt I will ever meet any of you guys...I dont even think I should be argueing with you since you have NO clue what's going on in our lives...social skills can kiss my ass...I got worse shit on my mind that some Self Centered Prick that thinks I have no social skills...you may find it peculiar as to why we are posting our problems on a forum...but as I've said before, you dont know what we're going through...so you can think whatever the hell you want...We know why we are doing what it is what we are doing.

You just keep analysing why it is we are doing this alrite. (Y)

You have a problem with me choosing my handle? If I'm not mistaken didnt you choose your handle because you really liked Limp Bizkit?

by **air gordon** on Thu Oct 16, 2003 8:40 am

Strange, you feel as if I'm talking to you...You consider yourself as limp dick?

yes, if not, then who is this post directed towards? and no i don't consider myself as limp dick. my user name is limpdilznik

Lack of social skills? Hello, I'm not the one who is being a total ass here...that's you, so you have a lack of social skills too, I guess.

because you don't like what i have to say, i have lack of social skills?
lack of social skills: expecting someone to answer questions and be civil after you cursed out that person out... and

the reason I am willing to post what I am going through is because I doubt I will ever meet any of you guys

yep it's much easier hiding behind your cpu revealing your true self and problems to people you'll never meet. you're just scared of confiding in someone you know, scared of the possible reaction they'll give you, and scared that they may judge you.

You have no idea how hard it is to tell someone what you are going through, it's tough

concerning my problems, yes. see but i have friends & family i can totally confide in and i know i can turn to them regardless how bad my problems are. i don't have to turn to some forum and hide behind the cpu. perhaps you have relationship problems as well?

im not trying argue here, as you are misunderstanding what i have said in my previous post. i'm not making this personal as you are. i'm not making judgements either. also i don't see anyone else involved in this discussion giving me sh*t for what i had to say..

anyway, as i said before, whatever floats your boat.

by **Jackal** on Thu Oct 16, 2003 9:36 am

limpdilznik wrote:yes, if not, then who is this post directed towards? and no i don't consider myself as limp dick. my user name is limpdilznik

If you dont consider yourself as limp dick, why are we even having this conversation? :roll:

because you don't like what i have to say, i have lack of social skills?
lack of social skills: expecting someone to answer questions and be civil after you cursed out that person out...

As I said before, I cursed you because you kept calling me paranoid. Which is insulting to me, so I insulted you right back. Namecalling works that way :wink:

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yep it's much easier hiding behind your cpu revealing your true self and problems to people you'll never meet. you're just scared of confiding in someone you know, scared of the possible reaction they'll give you, and scared that they may judge you.

You're calling me scared and then you say you're not judging me? Sure... (Y)

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concerning my problems, yes. see but i have friends & family i can totally confide in and i know i can turn to them regardless how bad my problems are. i don't have to turn to some forum and hide behind the cpu. perhaps you have relationship problems as well?

There you go assuming things again, werent you the one that told me I assume too much?
I can turn to my family no doubt, but I have my reasons as to why I dont want to turn to my friends. Dont act as if you know me, please.

im not trying argue here, as you are misunderstanding what i have said in my previous post. i'm not making this personal as you are. i'm not making judgements either. also i don't see anyone else involved in this discussion giving me sh*t for what i had to say..

Ever wondered why I am making this personal? Here's a hint: Gloveguy wrote in another thread: look at your sig, fool... :idea:

The reason no one else is giving you shit is cuz you quoted me, not them.

Back to topic:

Title wrote:What sucks most in your life now?

It sucks quite a bit that my 500th post had to be in such a stupid discussion :roll:

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Woohoo 500 (B)

, thnx all

. (You too lovebunny, without you I would have more like 490 not 500.)

Edited out the thank you, dont want smart ass shit being said bout me, being called a spammer is enough. 500 isnt that much anyways to start thanking people, when I hit 1000 I'll give shoutouts :wink:

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by **Matthew** on Thu Oct 16, 2003 9:47 am

Dude congratulations, and you can call me matthew if you want :proud:

by **air gordon** on Thu Oct 16, 2003 2:10 pm

As I said before, I cursed you because you kept calling me paranoid. Which is insulting to me, so I insulted you right back. Namecalling works that way .

right... you were called paranoid because i said "no" to the same question how many times? 3? and that justifies you calling me azhole :roll:

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yep it's much easier hiding behind your cpu revealing your true self and problems to people you'll never meet. you're just scared of confiding in someone you know, scared of the possible reaction they'll give you, and scared that they may judge you.

You're calling me scared and then you say you're not judging me? Sure....

you said you're saying all these things because you won't ever meet these people. that's implying you are lacking socials skills and that you are scared for the things i mentioned. and unless you provide the reasons you are doing it, then myself or anyone thinking that isn't out of line by any means :roll:

btw you haven't denied being scared :roll:

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concerning my problems, yes. see but i have friends & family i can totally confide in and i know i can turn to them regardless how bad my problems are. i don't have to turn to some forum and hide behind the cpu. perhaps you have relationship problems as well?

There you go assuming things again, werent you the one that told me I assume too much?
I can turn to my family no doubt, but I have my reasons as to why I dont want to turn to my friends. Dont act as if you know me, please.

i'm just going off what you're saying: you can't turn to your friends and it's so hard to tell anyone your problems, etc.. again not assuming, but you are

Ever wondered why I am making this personal? Here's a hint: Gloveguy wrote in another thread: look at your sig, fool...

you assumed i was judging you and assumed i was finding your misery hilarious. your opinions were misinformed so i gave a response, nothing personal. and now you're making it personal but that's not the issue here, just shows your immaturity. and calling me "fool", "limp dick", "luvbunny" and whatever else comments are just more of a reflection of how immature you are.

reply if you want but i've said my peace.

by **Bill Russell** on Thu Oct 16, 2003 4:30 pm

I'm not a mod or anything, but wouldn't it be a better idea to keep this private?

by **smithy_17** on Thu Oct 16, 2003 8:52 pm

want to know what sucks?

my girlfriend does quite often and i like it ´cause she really knows how to suck. :lol:

by **Dramacydal** on Thu Oct 16, 2003 8:56 pm

smithy_17 wrote:want to know what sucks?

my girlfriend does quite often and i like it ´cause she really knows how to suck.

haha, really funny... :roll:

ok im bein sarcastic...

some people are talkin bout what they went thru, some really rough shit and you aint got sth better 2 do than talkin shit...

by **Dramacydal** on Fri Oct 17, 2003 9:33 am

ok, since almost everyone posted his story here i finally decided 2 post mine 2...

ok, my best friend died, thats cool, i got over it, oh well i didnt...now after all those years ive been gettin good marks i suddenly got trouble at school, also got trouble at home, my sister had beef with ma mom (which is my sisters fault) now i wont see neither her nor her lil baby and i really loved him, he was kinda like my little boy, my sisters on drugs and doesnt no she ruins her whole life, she also has the baby all alone cause her boyfriend beat her and left her, my girlfriend is far away and ill probably never see her again and 5 mins ago i had beef with her on msn...and my cat had the same disease like my best friend that died, she also died and nobody could help her...thats it....

oh well, dont think im psycho or anything like that cause i tell some strangers my story, ive talked about that with friends 2 so im not usin this forum 2 get help or anything, i jus wanted 2 share it cause i think its like i no the others stories so they can no mine 2

by **Nick** on Fri Oct 17, 2003 10:43 pm

Respect.

What i said before about my problems isn't even true anymore, my life is cruisin'. (Y)

(Well i do still need a job, though.

) I was sad on that day, but i got over it within 2 hours.

We are still broke, and i do need a job, but meh, i'm happy with how things are all the same. :cool:

by **GloveGuy** on Mon Oct 20, 2003 2:20 am

Yesterday was my school's homecoming, and most of the kids that went to my school's middle school in eighth grade but didn't come back, came to the homecoming. So anyways, I see this girl who was like one of by best friends and I absolutely love to death, and we hug and talk for a while but then we leave eachother, saying that we'll see eachother later that day. I then suddenly have to leave and walk somewhere with my friends and now I can't find her to say goodbye. So I leave without saying goodbye to her, and even though I'll probably see her again, I can't stop thinking about her and the fact that I never got to say goodbye.

Yep, that's my story...

by **Dramacydal** on Thu Oct 23, 2003 8:48 pm

i have 2 add that my moms in hospital rite now, she got operated yesterday and she has 2 stay there 4 at least a week

by **KobeIsDaMan** on Fri Oct 24, 2003 1:13 pm

The school i go to u cant have corn rolls on the basketball team

soo that means i have to cut my hair.

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