Man, I am just so disappointed. We threw away the premiership today. For the thrid time this season, we could have put ourselves on top, and for the thrid time, we lsot by 3 points.
I'm not too angry about the loss. I'm disappointted but not too angry. Why? Cause I know I did my best. The story is, I played my usual 30+ minutes today. The difference? The rest of the team didn't want to pass to me.
So who threw away the game? Not me.
After the first half, we were up by 11. I had a few good passes; two behind the back passes and a pump fake and pass which led to 3 buckets. I didn't have any attempts to score though. And then in the second half, the other guys just wouldn't pass and it really made me feel shit. But I kept playign and did my part. No sabatage involved or anything. And then coach takes me off when we're up by 15 and then after 3 minutes, the other team is tying with us.
Despite everything that had happened so far, I come back on and nothings changed. What is really downright stupid of my so-called 'teammates' is that the other team (playing a press) passed me the ball and all ran away so that I would turn it over and go back to the bench.
After sitting out with 6 minutes left, we start losing by 7 and our bench goes on. With a minute left, Phil scored a bucket and coach was like, 'whoa, we could win.' Our starting five go back on. I forced their SG into a 5 second violation. We scored to make the margin 3. I forced their PG into a 5 second violation and we got the ball with 10 seconds left. What's my reward?
Answer: Looking like a retard cause I'm standing right infront of the inbounder who throws it at Phil who's being double teamed and turning over the ball.
So yes, it was one of our better games.. but shit happens. I'm glad the seaosns over and its not like I will be seeing most of the asian guys who really despised me by the end. I'm happy that I got through all of this without giving up because I took so much crap from those fags all season. In the end, we come third or second. We should have come first if it wasn't for my 'immature' teammates.
What makes it worse? The team that was supposed to lose if we had won, was losing in OT to the second worst team in the comp.