I'm Grumpy plus The Donatello Head

by **Donatello** on Mon Dec 13, 2004 2:50 pm

Sorry for anyone I've been a total asswipe to lately. Don't judge me for it.

My life sucks monkey balls at the moment.

by **John-John Joe** on Mon Dec 13, 2004 3:03 pm

Donatello wrote:Sorry for anyone I've been a total asswipe to lately. Don't judge me for it.

My life sucks monkey balls at the moment.

Care to share?

by **Donatello** on Mon Dec 13, 2004 3:20 pm

I cannot...and I repeat....CANNOT find a job. I'm living with a friend (she's just a friend now, don't ask). She has a job so it's ok with money....but I have a one-time opportunity to clean up my credit completely, if I can just start making some small monthly payments (a little over $100). She doesn't make enough to cover them, and even if she did that wouldn't be right of me to do (not sure if she'd even do it lol).....I've messed up alot in my past. It's just very frustrating that I'm actually trying my damndest now, and I can't get anywhere.

I'm on probation in February (been on for 2 years- i had a job when i got judged the probation, they didn't fire me for it- but when I moved once I had to quit the job- too far away), so that's why I'm having such a hard time getting a job.

The chance is right there to clean up my debt (some of which has gone on to a legal stage that I won't be able to do shit about if it keeps progressing- which it will If I can't start making these payments)....and I'm really willing to actually have a good start now- but there's just this wall in front of me.

My mom who lives about 2 hours away from here now isn't an option for help with money- she's on social security disability...

so i guess if anyone is rich and wants to drop me a PM...ugh....that's horrible of me to say.

by **J@3** on Mon Dec 13, 2004 3:22 pm

NLSC Counselling Service. You weep, we sleep.

by **Donatello** on Mon Dec 13, 2004 3:28 pm

Jae™ wrote:NLSC Counselling Service. You weep, we sleep.

by **iKe7in** on Mon Dec 13, 2004 3:51 pm

Two words: Sperm donor :wink:

by **J@3** on Mon Dec 13, 2004 5:14 pm

Donatello wrote:I'm on probation in February (been on for 2 years- i had a job when i got judged the probation, they didn't fire me for it- but when I moved once I had to quit the job- too far away)

Who'd you kill?

I wouldn't worry too much about all of these problems if I were you. Things always seem to have a way of sorting themselves out somehow. You just don't know what's gonna happen in the future, so there's no point in worrying alot about it until it actually hits you in the face. So to speak.

so i guess if anyone is rich and wants to drop me a PM...ugh....that's horrible of me to say.

Lol I feel kinda guilty now. I spent $15 this afternoon on chocolate milk and pepsi.

Bluesky · by **Andrew** on Mon Dec 13, 2004 7:19 pm

For what it's worth, I'm sorry to hear about it Donatello. I hope things get better for you soon.

by **Stevan** on Mon Dec 13, 2004 8:41 pm

Donatello, good luck sorting all your shit out man (Y)

by **Ataraxia** on Mon Dec 13, 2004 11:18 pm

hey at least your life sucks monkey balls, mine sucks ogre balls :bday:

Hang in there man, life hits u hard but u gotta bounce back....things will get better.....

hmm how abt starting a band, male stripper or workin at a fast food restaurant???

If they dont give u the job, call me...ill send my crew of e-bad boys, nobody messes with them... :cool:

by **John-John Joe** on Tue Dec 14, 2004 12:18 am

Keep your head up Don, I know it's tough. This might sound real corny but this is a time where you need to seek a power higher than yourself. It's so easy to write things like that off, to say "I'm not into that religious shit." Well you don't have to be, but what would be beneficial is to trust in something to give you strength through the tough times. You'll be surprised how prayer can clear the mind and well as the soul......

by **J@3** on Tue Dec 14, 2004 12:52 am

Must... restrain... the World doesn't need another religion debate Jae... don't do it... ah, that's better (Y)

.

by **John-John Joe** on Tue Dec 14, 2004 1:05 am

Jae™ wrote:Must... restrain... the World doesn't need another religion debate Jae... don't do it... ah, that's better .

Relax Jae, this isn't about religion, I myself am against religion as I believe it has served to control people in ways unimaginable. What I am talking about here is spiritual. We can't expect or be egotistical enough to think that we have all the answers in this world and be afraid to call on a power higher than ourselves. Whether it's Jesus, Allah, Buddha, etc. etc. etc. Religion does serve to teach moral ways and cleansing of the soul.

The same way when we're sick, what do we do? We go see a doctor right? When the mind isn't right, we go see a mental health professional right? So what do we do when the soul is "sick?" Play NBA Live? Talk on the 'net until the wee hours of the morning? Smoke a twenty sack of weed to forget? Drink our problems away? Pop purple pills until our bodies get numb? None of those things will help to heal the soul no matter how much we try, that's when prayer comes in.

by **J@3** on Tue Dec 14, 2004 1:10 am

If it works for people then great (Y)

. Personally, it doesn't do a thing for me... but others might find it helps them.

by **Null17** on Tue Dec 14, 2004 1:12 am

wow...i'm sorry to hear that. hope thing turn out ok in the future

by **Username123** on Tue Dec 14, 2004 7:43 am

What u should do is find a stupid job like deliviring the newspaper. No one ever does that job cause its crap. I worked for 2 weeks and got fired

..............cause the job was shit and i only made 4$(Canadian) a day. So that means go for the Paper Boy Job. (Y)

by **Donatello** on Tue Dec 14, 2004 9:17 am

heh.....even though it's winter i might look into that :wink:

Thanks for all the encouragement......

hey- honest question- does anyone know any work at home deals that aren't total scams?

by **iKe7in** on Tue Dec 14, 2004 9:42 am

Donatello wrote:hey- honest question- does anyone know any work at home deals that aren't total scams?

Pornstar.

Honestly, none.

by **Drex** on Tue Dec 14, 2004 11:20 am

As somebody said oncee, be a man-whore :cool:

by **Donatello** on Tue Dec 14, 2004 5:42 pm

hahah i don't want to just spam this somewhere so i figured i'd put it here

EDIT: added it as my avatar. that makes my life a little bit better. lmao

by **Ataraxia** on Tue Dec 14, 2004 6:17 pm

Dre Naismith wrote:
Jae™ wrote:Must... restrain... the World doesn't need another religion debate Jae... don't do it... ah, that's better .

Relax Jae, this isn't about religion, I myself am against religion as I believe it has served to control people in ways unimaginable. What I am talking about here is spiritual. We can't expect or be egotistical enough to think that we have all the answers in this world and be afraid to call on a power higher than ourselves. Whether it's Jesus, Allah, Buddha, etc. etc. etc. Religion does serve to teach moral ways and cleansing of the soul.

Umm actually Buddhism is quite different to all other religions, first of all its more of a phylisophy than a religion..........theirs no sort of forgiveness and prayer, u cant ask Lord Buddha to forgive you or to help you out....its all about your Karma, Karma is like all things u have collected from every life u've experience...so say u've killed your parents in your last birth that would equal suffering and a similar death in your current birth....it sort of a force thats carried with you until you attain Nibbana, which is simply not be born again and not have the sufferings of life.

Just thought id clear that up, cause Buddhism is very different except in the basic ethics of no killing, no lying etc....

Buddhist on a whole I must say are not very knowledgeable on the teachings of Lord Buddha....I guess its because we dont have things like Sunday School or A Ramazan Period where its like a period where u go through relgious devotion and studies. Infact its quite embarrasing because once u do read up on the teachings of Lord Buddha it just changes you in leaps and bounds.

I mean u cant expect everything given to u just cause u ask the big man in the sky....theirs responsiblity on your shoulders to carry yourself in this world, if u cant handle it.....well u always should be able to handle it and not join the suicide crew.

by **Jackal** on Tue Dec 14, 2004 7:57 pm

He tries to avoid a religion discussion and you just go on about it. We don't care. Everyone has their own idea's about religion, let them be. Don't try clearing anything up, no one cares. Religion/faith is all just based on fabricated lies of people seeking power.

Anywho's, Donatello, best of luck with getting back on track man, just keep ye'r chin up keep trying & I'm sure it'll all work out.

If not, you're fucked.

by **Ataraxia** on Wed Dec 15, 2004 1:38 am

Jackal wrote:He tries to avoid a religion discussion and you just go on about it. We don't care. Everyone has their own idea's about religion, let them be. Don't try clearing anything up, no one cares. Religion/faith is all just based on fabricated lies of people seeking power.

Anywho's, Donatello, best of luck with getting back on track man, just keep ye'r chin up keep trying & I'm sure it'll all work out.

If not, you're fucked.

Right, well I posted it for the ppl who care....be it 5-10 ppl even I dont care I can post what I want its Freedom Of Expression.

by **Ruff Ryder** on Wed Dec 15, 2004 8:55 am

Tough luck Donatello. Didn't you get married? If so how's your wife.

Anyway, I'm still living tight, but you think you got it bad...When I was young, (it pains me to think of all the shit that I went through and all the people that helped me and my fam) I'm talking grade school young, I used to eat beans and rice 4 or 5 times a week for dinner. My house was/still is shit, most of the walls are sheet rock. My mom tried to commit suicide by overdosing on pills once, but by the grace of God, my Dad came home because they said he didn't have to work that day. We got my mom to the hospital and she's still doing well now. Anyway, we'd have to borrow money from people all the time. If I wanted to go see a movie with my friends, their parents would pay for me. We had no telephone, computer, automobile or anything man. Our clothes came from the Salvation Army and the school clothes closet a.k.a. the clothes people donated to our elementary school or left in the lost and found. I didn't have a real pair of name brand shoes until I was in 3rd grade(and those were the old Reebok Shaq signatures, that I got from the school). My principle would sometimes drive me home from school when I was sick.

That's just a little look into how much worse it could be. Hell, it goes on too. Just don't fuck around now and end up trying to support a kid with no money.

Anyway, just look for a job and compile a list of things you could do without and spend your money only on necessities.

by **Donatello** on Wed Dec 15, 2004 9:05 am

ha you have no idea. i won't get into it because i don't like pissing contests.

except for the attempted suicide and kid thing, i have the same story- except throw in ramen noodles instead of beans, and a few months of homeless winter, and my own debt of about $3000 currently, a warrant for something I didn't even do that I have to avoid since I'm on probation (for taking the fall for my girlfriend (at the time) shoplifiting a 2 dollar bottle of eyedrops)...and now a living situation in which the person i'm living with has turned completely nuts.......sort of a situation in which we really did have some pretty bad arguments, but i'm being the king of nice now, and have been for like 2 months, but she still treats me exactly the same as if i'm always arguing with her. shit, i went and got into it. ha. allright anyway.

but, to answer the married thing,

Donatello wrote: (she's just a friend now, don't ask)

I use the term friend loosely.

oh, and on compiliing a list and not spending extra money...i have no money. i'm deep in debt. haven't done laundry or gone to the grocer in over a week- she gets paid this friday though. blah.

sucks to actually be trying- but having the (to quote jay and silent bob) "whole fucking world against me, i swear to god"

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