also it's human nature to have some kind of anxiety when news of you death is coming. some are able to accept it, some not.
when death comes a knocking for me, i'm sure i won't be thinking instantly "gee, i'll be okay since i'm going to heaven" but more like "shit- will this hurt?
I know what you mean, even though I can accept my death, I don't want to die a painful and slow death! I don't even want to be hit by a truck and die as roadkill!
